Monday, January 02, 2006

don't feel up to it

hi. i haven't been feeling too well. the stress has aggravated the PTSD and i am only able to hide under the covers and shake. i come up for air, once in a awhile to eat a fudgsicle, then i go back to bed. so, i have included a couple of things from Maniac Mikes zine The Punk Pagan. the Mitch episode does seem to be one of his best childhood memories. he has so few good of them. his parents were fucked in the head. his dad only thought of work and his mom was a freaky fundamentalist who would often "speak in tongues". his dad sucked so bad, he made MM earn his crayons, 2 at a time, by doing some kind of hard work. his dad was a cheap, fucking asshole. His mom only had time for Jesus and, although she has lightened up considerably and is generous to us now, she still thinks anyone who does not take Jesus as their lord and savior will burn in hell, no exception. she considers herself a 'christian'. i have told her that i don't consider myself christian 'cause i'm a Catholic! this really screws with her mind. she does not know that MM is a Pagan as that would freak her out but good!

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